u are my happy pill ((:
Sunday, May 28, 2006

volleybalL!! FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN!
i have a 3cm huge 1cm wide 's BLUEBLACK
and few other small ones
damn painnnn..
it seems lyk sumone tortured me =X

im aching all over..
i cant write.
i cant run.
i cant move
im lyk an old granny UGHS

touch rug training start tis tues! :D
pple. wish mi luck.
let mi recover
and love e sport!!!

- i bought 2 g-tec 1 pilot 2 highlighters for 60 cents!
guess how? :D

@ 8:25 PM

Friday, May 26, 2006

fridayy , 26may

good things juz doesnt come my way
i had my dosage of ice cream
guess im feeling pretty better now

my nitemare has come true

knowing sumthing i dont wanna noe juz hurts
yet i cant show how sad, how heartache, how painful i felt
i forced a smile and act normally in front of her
i had to pretend i know nothing
juz cos she told mi to.
and now, what am i supposed to do again?
avoid? contd lyk b4? ahhh :(

wad if. wad if the person whu cheered u up
is e person whu hurt u?

@ 8:07 PM


pon ocom today!
and wayne says juniper lee will be sad
without my presence!
hoho! i tink he will be more than happy
cos he wunt see a bunch of pple having picnic in his lecture :D

dionne is our ultra blur trainer
hahaha everyday.. never fail to kana suan by us!
and she told her frenz she is enjoying her poly lyfe
HAHA yaya enjoyed being suan by us ;)

slacked at library for three hours.
invaded planet rooms when we see nobody's using it
and we got chased out two times!
HAHA. embarrassing eh

koh poh tee's lessons always sucks
she wanted to hit alvin and my hand today
hoho! she wishes.. :D

@ 12:03 AM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

im so so so so so ULTRA SUPER DISAPPOINTED in myself

haiis

- when will this ever end? CAN ANYONE TELL ME!?

feel lyk crying so much
feel lyk juz heck care everyting
ughhhhhhhhhhsS * bangs e wall

dont ask me why

@ 11:11 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

MONDAY, 22 MAY

"treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to Give.
treat every moment as if it's the last day, then you'll know how to treasure.
treasure what you have right now, or else you will regret one day"

- quoted from fred.
this three lines are juz a chunk of words
but, it has a deep meaning
which no one really understands
everyone tends to take things for granted
and start to cry and groan when they lost them

why cant we juz be a lil` more concerned about the people around us?



im so shagged.
why is our batch so stress?
or is it just ngee ann?

marcus have been saying we are self-stress pple
but. e fact is.. we have no choice but to do them
in order to meet our nearing deadlines!

and i gurantee tt i will be failing my cip written test (BOO)
given e fact that i dun understand a single ting tay ah bee says!
HAHA

wasnt a veryyyy good day to start off
ytd happened too many bad tings.
but nevertheless.. i shall be OPTIMIST!
there will always be a bridge after troubled waters :)

as always, my classmates never fail to bring laughters to my daily lyfe :D!
and dionne was debating with me whu the chinese song "ben lai" is refering to LOL

am glad, mum said grandpa is getting a lil' better
aww. God please stop taking my loved ones away from me

ooo.. thanks for everyone's concern.
am really touched
dont worry,
i will remain the strong gurl lyk before :D

@ 7:42 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

friday! 19may

fly lyk aeroplane... left... right
pray lyk buddhha.. balance balance
be lyk martial arts, her har!
run in rain lyk mad pple

tt's wad we do for volleyball on friday!
never touch e ball
but nevertheless, the stretching exercises are fun

changed my bad impression of e cher
she's nice and funny
simply loving volley more and more :D

sat
din went for e young leaders ting..
den cant find any replacement,
or i mean i din bother to find
i went for work

and e most happy ting is..
I HAD MY ICE CREAM
thnz to e temptation of tt erxin pig called wayne
had a bit of chat wif tracy and fangyang
we are e DO RE MI =.-
hahaha.. rushed back for train.. cos is already 11.35

is it you? i wonder

@ 2:46 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006

ahhhh.
am i dreaming?
or is just im thinking too much?

miss missing missed!

boohoo.. busy week.
loaded wif projects lyk...
UNCOUNTABLE?
our grp chiong till late nites..
but guess wad..
we in e end are e slackest in our clz
* faints

im beginning to feel e stress in poly
i wonder why media portray as sumwhere heavenly?
sumplace for stupid pple?
i tell u.. e influences of them is so so so wrong

and i seriously tink dionne's my twin
even our trademark are coincidentally e samE!
" GO BANG WALL LAHZ "
doesnt that sounds familiar?

woohoo! i have volleyball tml! LOVES <3
pray tt i dun have to run too much. :(

@ 12:10 AM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Sat , 13may
primers ndp motivators!

- saw e AHEM
lolz. we're juz being mad
anyway had fun going crazy again
e scenes of camp kept coming back
love that feeling

and we were taught how to make balloons
into dog.. flower..hearts..sword.. :D

we were supposed to take sizing for our "costumes"
and damn it
e camera man took my pic when e auntie put e measuring tape
arnd my.....
ARGHSSSSSSSSSS

- my frenz laughed..
and i feel lyk juz smashing his camera and throw into his face
and e guy taking down e sizing laughed
* faints .. im so maluateD!

haha
walked arnd tampines
and happily got my bag!
is green
and i LOVE it lahs!!!!!!
bright colour = happy chenpei!
hoho and is cheap.. 25.80
plus no one will ever hav e same bag as me:D
unlyk dionne's NIKE BAG! :D:D:D:D

went ole bbq after tt
ate and tok rubbish
jerry kept toking abt his stories
of how suay he is..
- faints
went home quite early

COS I HASVE ONLY THREE HRS OF SLEEP YTD NITE!
thanks to whu u noe u ARE!. GRrrrs :@ LOL

@ 12:40 AM


WAdsay YOU say i SAY
WAdsay YOU say i SAY
i say KWUDA no.2
YOU BELIEVE you KUKU!
:D


Had sports and wellness on Friday
Say nan ting is Physical Education
YES, only our school has it.. which is lyk super cool?
:D
Run run run e track
Hit hit hit e volleyball
Compete against another grp
Lost = run another round
Lost = push ups

In e end.. my hand is swollen RED!

And I tell u.. np library is not conducive AT ALL
Pple can juz openly turn on their songs
And play them loudly
This is how inconsiderate some pple are

Reported to camp at 8pm

- registered and we played H20
wad I rmbed is .. I ran for very long
is lyk there are 3 catchers 3 runners
but e catcher always tot im runner
when im e catcher
à we kept catching each other and e runners get to slip away =.-

Played tower defence.. and I had my ole shirt all stained wif candle wax
Sadly, im e only gurl in tt grp..
But I manage to bluff e gurls dat I belong to their grp
Borrowed their candle light and I blowed off theirs HAHA

Next was fishing, is a terrible game
U juz throw e bamboo pole wif rafier string and a hook
And start trying to grab e plastic bags wif newspaper inside
Tiring game.. no matter hw hard u try.. u just cant hook it

Bla bla bla
- we had roti prata for supper


SATURDAY

We were guessing wads for breakfast
And it was bee hoon.
Quite dry but edible! loL

We had archery
It was terribly hard to aim
Is an achievement to even juz hit e board
=X

Played slippery.
Is a hill tt they kip pouring water down
And u have to climb up wif a rope
SUAY-ly, I hurt my old wound. Grrss
But I was very excited for that game
Cos we din get to play in foc camp

Den we had human entanglement.
Hot hot hot. But we manage to do it
And next was guys forming a circle..
E gurls try their ways to break their chain
Is lame lahhz.. and
Is amazing how guys do use fingernails to scratch gurls!
HAHAHAHA!

short term memory

had to draw our grp identification
and our grp came out wif a very special one
which I loveeeeeee it! Lol!

played tribal poly at sports track
we cheered wherever we go
is really fun!
ENTHU ENTHU ENTHU ENTHU
-many games in there
But I forgot le… =S
I oni rmbed e water pipe, minesweeper,
Breaking watermelons and eat
E huge skipping rope
and e committing suicide one
=p!

Hmm had campfire at e field
Butt was all wet .. EEKS LAH!
Lol
Cheered and cheered..
I juz simply love my group of enthu pple
Even sum program leader be spy and join us
HAHA
- rained damn heavily
- and we had it in e hall
- had supper which was ice cream
- den was ru hua competition
- was totally disturbed by e two
=S

Stayed up till 5am..
And had a NIGHTWALK arnd e school
Which is not tiring
But we saw a police car tt broke down
Halfway patrolling sumwhere near our school!
LOL

All in all , we are e SELF-HIGH pple!

I LOVE KWUDA!!!!!!!!

@ 12:31 AM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

i promise dat i will try to blog
blog abt my camp stuffs soon
i'll try

- missing in action

@ 12:18 AM

Friday, May 05, 2006

tiring
fun
laughters
daydream
hungry
climb hills exercise

sums up my poly lyfe for tis wk :D

hey pple. im really not sad abt my poly lyfe.ZZ
I REPEAT , I LOVE MY LYFE RIGHT NOW.

and tell u, e food in np is simply tempting ! :D

been acc-in ben for few breaks.haha HE ANTI-SOCIAL!
hahaa weird mammal whu cannot click wif his classmates :P:P
but is nice catching up lyk tat in school. :D

- spices

i just miss tt matthew pon,
e miec lecturer tt dont make mi wanna slp
but i was disappointed cos today is mrs ng :(

and my clique pple are nice lahs!!
pei mi from 2.30 to 5
just to wait for my fren
simply loveee them, they make mi laugh whole day LOL

today i was day dreaming abt ...
OMG, cant believe it lahs. :D
is all over .... again~
if only, ure cleverer enuff to guess
* wish wish wish

and i love e nyaa seniors.
perhaps cos i noe them b4 any other freshies
so they really take good care of ME! :D:D:D
haha

im going for primers camp tml!!!
it better be FUN!

@ 12:33 AM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

MONDAY , 1 may

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!

she isnt sure wad she is feeling
everything seems a blur now
someone , tell her wad to do

had work during lunch
and i blur-ly tot is 11.30 pm
but is 12pm.. cos today is PH

went near city hall and shopped
bought earings and a yellow top from U2
awww.. love love.. cos is bright! :D
bright colours brighten up ppl's mood!

* e details have to be left unspoken
but e most impt part is
I ATE ICECREAM , FERERO ROCHER n TIRAMISU today!
im a happy happy gurl now..
i need sweet stuffs to make me happy yeah?
- hint hint pple. HAHA

oh, but e ice cream gurl had a bad attitude

me: can i have a 50cents vanilla ice cream and a chococone wif chocolate?
her: do u wan spring?
me: huh? wad spring? so i repeated wad i want
her: so u wan spring LAH
* tinking wth she so fierce for? she worked there of cos noe wad is spring or sprint or WAD?
i diao her and walked off.

but im still a happie gurl! :D
and i miss starbucks coffee. SPONSOR ANYONE?

@ 12:16 AM

Monday, May 01, 2006

where are e laughters we once had?
where are you when i needed someone?

once again..
e fear of losing my loved ones
im hating tis..
hating e whole feeling of this
why?
why is everybody leaving one by one?
why doesnt anyone bother to take e effort
to kip in contact, to rmb each other
to walk together till e age of 50
why is it so difficult?

* did u miss me?
why doesnt it comes from you?

memories flood pass my puny brain
when i tot it had long been buried
thousands of needles pierced my heart once more
to realise how things have already become

im tired..
im dying...
let me off , please

@ 12:08 AM

CHENPEI

turning 18 on 19th October , currently studying in Ngee Ann Poly BFS. on first impression, i tend to be quiet. But im actually ULTRA retarded and crazy! LISTEN, im not e typical girl next door. so..
LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM

Y

LOVE my..
family.dumbdumb.darlings.
twinnie.gdFREN.salny.
mummy.hippo.clarice.roy.
brother.kahhong.joe.
jasmine.shermin.

N
people who break their promises, insensitive shit & ungentlemen.


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